Echoes of a heartbeat...

Some stuff I hate

2005-06-20T21:04:00.000+02:00

Don't you just hate it? When people fall apart, doesn't matter if they were friends or lovers or whatever, it's still sad to see them slowly drifting apart from eachother.
Secondly, people who belive they are correct in every instance, even if everone else says there wrong. And truth to be told I'm one of these persons, but atleast I realise it and try to do something about it.
Thirdly, well, mostly people who get really easily depressed, since the are very contagius and I often get "infected" by those I tend to try to stay away from them, something my human nature somehow takes an extreme offense of since I usually end up near to the people who gets most hurt, or the people who fall the hardest. Maybe it's my curse, since It always happen.
Somehow it seems like I'm punishing myself for being there for other people, but when I'm not there I usually fall down that deep dark hole myself.
Who am I kidding, who actually cares about someone who just complains about his own problems, I should just take the advice of so many and just shut up.

Philosophy(2)

2005-06-17T15:08:00.000+02:00

Came up with something last night that practically eliminates the former theory that I had.
Firstly I found out that you must have free will. Since otherwise I wouldn't be writing this post, since I do not need to write it but I'm still doing it I must have a free will. Which lead to the fact that there must be belief, since you can just start to belive bacause of certatin events of your life.
Which means there COULD be a God out there somewhere. Maybe not the God that "the belivers" belive in, but still a God.
Which leads to another question.
How can someone know God, or maybe I should rephrase it: People say that "their God" is forgiving, or that He is merciful, how can they say that when they never really met him?
As you probobly have guessed I'm a non-beliver, or rather, I do not belive in any of the religions that currently exist.
Oh, and by the way, most of the world religions that currently exist have "good" gods, which probably is nice, but still, shouldn't there be a counterpart of that god to keep the powers balanced?
Since there is equal amounts of water, earth and fire on this planet. Or that's what I think at least, that means there should be an equal amount of "good" and "evil" in the cosmic as well, and they should be equally powerful, since there always will be "good" and "evil" in this world, you can't eradicate it like you can with a species.
Another thing I've thought about, and this can be refered to earlier in this text.
Since humanity is blessed/cursed with free will, you cannot refer to "good" and "evil" since people choose what to do. And an action cannot be labeled as good or bad.
Therefore we can delete the phrases "good" and "evil".

This is probably boring so I choose not to write anymore, so until next time.

Oh yeah, please comment, that's mosly why I write in this blogg.

Philosophy

2005-06-16T14:10:00.000+02:00

And I know i probobly misspelled the title. But heck, this time I'm not gonna care.

I've listened to Lars Winnerbäck the whole morning, and a little bit into the afternoon too, figured that he has a very interesting way of singing hos thoughts, makes me wanna be able to do the same.
Still I've had some time to think this beautiful day of summer, the sun is making this day just a tad better =)
Well, how should I explain what I have been thinking about.
Namely I figured that philosophy is based on one thing that every human have in common, ignorance.
Since Philosophy is a try to eradicate ignorance and find a way to get around what people feel is wrong, in other words it's there so that we can se things from another perspective.
One of my friends and I had a little talk about the world and all that's in it.
We came up with a couple of ideas that I thougt was very nice.
1) There is no free will
2) Belief doesn't exist.
3) If there was a god he would look look how the current church pictures the devil.
And a little more things, like the thought that the only true power is knowledge.
But I'll explain these three things before I go on.
1) Everything you do is influenced by other beings, needs or necessities. An example is eating. You do not eat becuase you want to, you eat because you need to, otherwise you would slowly perish and well, you get the point.
2) Belief is like will, you do not believe because you want to, either you are born with it, or maybe you have been influenced to it.
3) God is only as powerful as all the people that belive in him, and since we came up with that we also came up with the idea that he would probably look like a mixture of everyone that belivie in him. Now what happens if you mix every eyecolor a human can have? You get black, He would in the same way get bright brown hair and he would have a skincolor that is very close to a very dark tanning. That's why we thought that he would look very much like the current Devil.

I've read The Da Vinci Code this week, it was nice, not as good as I thought it would be but still it was nice. Problem was I figured all to fast what the Holy Grail was, and that without talking to anyone.
Second fact which made it somewhat boring is that the author has the strange idea that the more he flips the facts, the more fun the book would be, I do not agree on that fact, however I belive that many people do since it got a huge response from the major public.

Haven't got much more to write about so I'm loggin of.

Starting a blogg

2005-06-14T19:51:00.000+02:00

Well well.

Seeming like I don't have the means to write my thoughts down for the time being I thought of starting a blogg, and as you can see this is what it lead to.
The meaning of this blogg is for me to write down my thoughts, and hopefully get some comments on them.
However, I do not have the time for doing this right now, so until next time.